May 06 2009
Missing my Brothers and Sisters
Trying to overcome my mothers past drug addiction isn’t easy for me. It haunts me every day in one way or another. I don’t have contact with my brothers or sister because they were adopted by their dads new wife because my mom didn’t have contact with them for a year. Their dad passed away in 1996 and now they live with their adoptive mom. My brothers Senior Prom was the other day and I didn’t get to see him go. I feel so alone. It would be a different story if I was an only child, but I’m not! I have 2 brothers and 2 sisters. My mom and her ex-husband gave me 2 brothers and a sister. My dad also gave me a sister. I rarely see her either. I want to spend time with them, help them, give them advice. I don’t know much about them. I don’t know who their friends are, what they like to do for fun, their favorite color; food; movie; song. It drives me insane not being able to spend special moments with them.
